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Hope to get premium member to celebrate a year anniversary and more: "my opinion, ideas, something?" journal. I cant give anything in return for a donation, but a sketch or drawing of traditional art in manga, anime form, depending on what it is. Sorry. :) But still, I really appreciate it so much if you did. :) Thank you and have a wonderful week. :D

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So I replace this life with tumblr. Hehehe, and I don't regret it. Other than the fact that I haven't been on my Garth from Fable 2 account in the longest time. But, now, tumble and here, just seems, idk... I like these places a lot, don't get me wrong, but I want to do so much more with my life...but , I am holding myself back as well as other things, and I feel, angry, and sad, confused etc, to the point of crying. 
My sibling and I, well, he and I , and my mom have talked about my possible, if not addiction to the internet, don't get me wrong. I won't say I don't have if I do, but, I feel I get more out of it when it lets me, here and mainly tumblr, than the real world. I can't play any official sports and certain exercises because I am not aloud and or need to take it easy.  *Sigh*  Another one is they think I need to be out of the house more, and or hang out with friends out of the house...give me money and I would...and the friend part, yah, most are over 35 minutes away and or busy, can't for transportation, getting ready for collage, etc. Thanks for reminding me sibling that I will be loosing some of my closets friends kept me from destroying my life any further.  And the ones here, well, busy too and or gone, and I am scared to ask. *Sigh*
A big problem to, other than my friends, cause that is a huge problem, is my art side. I LOVE ART, and writing, but, I don't feel like doing it a lot if at all. This happens at times but this is different and been bothering me for at least two to three months. It's hard for me to explain in words. People complement me in my rp, and my friend says she likes my stories that I wrote, even though she hasn't caught up with them being to busy, so like them. :) And I know I can draw, well, it depends on your mood and enthusiasm and opinion, and such, for some say some of my drawing are really good to amazing. Me, I can say that to only a few pieces. But lately it seems like I gave up on writing and drawing, which I hate myself for in one way or another. Though I keep rping, so that makes me happy. :) But, I want more in like, my life has been wasting away, and I hate it, it makes me angry, depressed, sad, and more. But it's true, it has, and it feels like it, and, I want more in life. And a big thing for me is appreciation for me and my art, separate and whole. I love my art at times, but I want other to love my art, writing, drawing what ev, as well. People say, art, you liking and what ever should be enough, and that should be true, but for me I want to love my art, but I want other to love it as well, to enjoy, to make them happy, smile, sad, cry, laugh...I want them to feel at least, parts of my world, what I see, think, feel everyday. I don't want my day dreaming and such for over half my life to wasted. I want to share it with the world. That's a huge goal fro me, to make a series and so much more of how I think and see things, and just be a fun. But I don't get that really, for anything. I try so many things, but, I could never get to that one stage were I feel something worth while, a talent, a gift, something to work on and keep at it and so much more. I can draw and write, and other times my art and writing look like, okay, mainly art, look like a stereotypical art piece of a school teacher. And it been more teacher art then other one. I am trying to find things, work on things that the two can switch parts, but it is VERY hard, and will take time. BUT I don't see the point, if I am the only one enjoying it...
I am sorry to sound selfish, self centered, etc, but this has been bothering me for years, and a center of parts of things in my life in things. Hopefully I can get photo shop and more drawing books etc someday. But...I hope...I can feel wanted, enjoy, and find people who appreciate my work, even if it's the good once. I can go one, but my mental level is low with other things. I just hope I can fix it before it is to late. And I know no one reads this, or at least reply. But this means a lot to me, to have meaning in life...because with out it, there is just no point living, just wast away. So sorry . Have a good rest of the week Take care, have fun, be safe. 

B.T.W : Hopefully I be more active in my Fable Freak group that I am it's well, head what ever. Because I love that group and want to bring it back to life. And I want to get my Harry Potter group moving more. XD I feel those two groups been lazying around to much. :) Mainly my bad. I also didn't post this on tumblr for the fact they say I should take a break. I don't need a break. I need to find when the best times to be on and fill my life with more things. Also if I start doing great art and writing, I feel like I can be more loose with my time on tumblr, feel more, less demanded by myself. 
  • Mood: Steaming
  • Listening to: Internet, youtube, etc.
  • Reading: Fairy Tail and art books, and hopefully more manga
  • Watching: none...yet
  • Playing: fable 2 and hopefully Legend of Dragoon and FF7 .
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: flavored h2o , plain, and juice.


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LiE/DiZ...your going to have to figure that on your own. :)
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
location: Usually some where were there's excitement, but right now annoying the crap out of Lucien in Fairfax Castle, what can I say, I'm a rebellious one.:)

Occupation: Traveling the worlds to stay out of boredom domain.....and my annoying evil twin brother, who fallows me, angelic. -_-

Occupational hazard: I get in trouble... a lot.

Strength:Fruit snack and orange juice...does video games count?

Weakness: Spelling and grammar...and teachers who pressure worthless information into you like your some sort of sponge.

Characteristic: Anything I feel up to, though simple does have it's high points.

One favorite personal quotes: "I know I'm amazing, you don't have to tell me twice."

Things I need to work that I been tested on: Self-esteem...huh how ironic.

Things about me: Don't bit, yet. Also I reaaly HATE IT!...when people are rude, purposely being immature at a certain level, stealing from people, people who lie about things that need the truth....not going further, hopefully you get the picture.…

You are Ventus…

You are Master Eraqus…

you are terra......thanks? -_-…
your roxas...what can I say, more keyblades, the marrier…

your cloud...give me that sword!!!

Your Natsu Dragneel
well I might as well get something to eat.…

you are Loke
Where Aslan i need to tell him the news.…

You are Gray!
*keeps cloths close by*…

your Erza…

You are Makarov Dreyar
Makarov is a person who is able to love and believe in people, which is the reason Purehito chose him to be his successor and take the position of Guild Master of Fairy Tail. He also dislikes being called a kid by Master Purehito for someone his age.He is a great leader and father to the guild members and is able to maintain in control of many responsibilities in the guild.
Now were talking!!!…

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Quadcabbage Mar 13, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave! :)
iamjoanna Mar 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the watch! :)
DatorVitae Mar 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Of course! I love your profile! And you have some pretty sweet Doctor Who stuff. :D
iamjoanna Mar 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
awwww :iconlazyshyplz:
DatorVitae Mar 4, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
APH: Onion Prussia Heh.
hoernchen610 Mar 1, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Many thanks for the fave! I really appreciate it:hug:
DatorVitae Mar 1, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Of course. I enjoyed your art a lot! :DNeko (Lennon)  Little Busters [V9] 
Thanks for the faves :) Glad you liked them :D
DatorVitae Mar 1, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Yes I very much did. Thank you for sharing them with us! excited 
Thank you for the favs :)
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