DatorVitae

What is a fresh start, what is returning, I keep saying I am back but I am just not...back? Like writing still not there, drawing too, and yet... I feel I need to break out of my anxiety and my depression so much has happened, getting a twitch channel, getting affiliated, getting so many donations and support and yet fear and self-loath still holding me back. I want to come back, I know the present can't be like the past. Now question is, can I move forward and met me control my present and future instead of my past and fears?

Also trying to put time with some pals and my mum in making armor for an upcoming Con and MAN is it hard to find the time. But hey, had a great Birthday Week, possibly the best.

B.T.W: Sorry this is short.

It has been a long time, and been very busy with health and trying to get into a healthy routine, as well as trying to do new things. My parents, some friends, think it would be a good idea for me to make a youtubing channel, will mainly do video games, but will try to do other things as well. 

My be slower to come back then plan. I am behind school and was unable to get help with things for it. Also I may have something my mom and aunt and brother has, which is something along Chronic Headaches and at times migraines. I may not just have to change two but three of my medications and may need to add more. But hopefully I can get these and testing done soon so I can get back into writing, drawing, editing, and other things, as well as school. So for all who liked and comment and want more art, thank you for being so patient and I will do it all as soon as I can. Have a good week.

I'll be keeping this one, but I am thinking of one for more semi professional use. I am trying to get into the arts again and editing, so I may make an account just for that. It will have textures and founts and psds and others that I found helpful and influential among other things, as well as how to stuff. I may also try to get ahold of photoshop and if so that may help. If this is the case, I am moving a lot of what I liked recently over there to keep more organized there and here. Wish me luck.

Hey I am going to a con in a few weeks and going to try and fix and finish my old Organization 13 cosplay. I wonder if anyone knows how to make the boots, gloves, and the neck thing (chains) and how to attach the chains to the collar? I have the overall coat, just need to make the chains and attach it to the coat, but the boots and the gloves are the hardest and I can't figure out how I am suppose to do them, not much are on them that I can find. Working on a keyblade right now, a foam one since metal and such isn't allowed. Any help would be apprciated, it's going to be my first time actually cosplaying and I am super nervous and shy.